Sunday 3 February 2013

My last post as a 15 year old crackpot :D

15 more days. 15 MORE days. 15 more DAYS. 
It gets better every time I say it. Yay!! I'm gonna be Sixteen in, what, 15 more days!! Haha :D I am so excited! My mom doesn't see why. She says it's the same every year. You just grow older. And this time, for once, I won't even be chilling. I am going to be studying for my boards! >_< I know, right? It's still exciting! :D I'm just this hyper every year. I can't wait to reach 40 and see if this enthusiasm lasts.
It's been a cake of a year! So tasty but makes you fat, at the same time. :P 
I've grown. I've learnt. I have broken bonds. I have things to accept. But, I also have something to look forward to and a lot of sweet memories, a million stories to tell! I am gonna have to mould, again. New place, new people and godknowswhatelse. However, I'm sure it's for the greater good.
It feels like the end of an era or something. Tenth is getting over. And things are now going to change. I won't be as close to the people I have been for so many years. I might not even sit on the same benches and try not to doze off to sleep. I'm never gonna crib about my school. And nobody's ever going to look at me and remind me how much time I have left for my boards. I never thought I would talk like this but I am doing so. I actually might just miss these crappy school years. 
Wow. My farewell is done. And I am never again going to see the same 200 people at one place, like I have been doing for the past 8 years. This feels unacceptable. But, alas, I have no choice but to swim along with the waves. 
People still have school like after 10th, don't they? But, somehow, I feel it's never the same. I'm assuming, of course. 
Our generation is going to one lucky generation, though. So many years down the line, and we might still be aware of the whereabouts and happenings of some of our friends' lives. 
I don't know. It just feels so devastating but exciting at the same time. I could dieeeeeee :P
OkayByeeeeee. 
Now I'll write once I am done being Fifteen. I hope to get more crack-headed by then. ^_^